| | I walked into where I pick up my paychecks and spoke to my Supervisor, and gave her my letter of resignation.
I am no longer working for Abrio. I figured I probably shouldn't after I got the Anxiety Attack I did, due to being physically abused by my client. My supervisor knew why. but I wrote on my letter of resignation it was due to the stress of school. She told me to go get some counseling.
I am probably going to be getting a lot of counseling actually. One from NAU, and another from Lamb of God. It's my church. Lamb of God's services are free for those who go through the church, and these people have degrees with in the field of Psychology. So its a fairly safe bet.
I think my heart's broken. Though I don't know from whom, or when.
There are many I haven't forgiven yet, something a Christian is supposed to do, but I barely know how to start. I don't think its just a say and all will be well sort of thing, but its something I am working on.
I am also working on a better relationship with God himself.
Mike told me that he just wanted to be friends a little while ago, but honestly it seems like its no skin off my back. Maybe he has always just been a friend and thats that.
I am reading an amazing book called Captivating. Its about the Christian feminine heart. It is all about how we try to fill up ourselves with drugs, alcohol, or in my case boys in order to try to fill that insatiable thirst we all seem to have. That thirst is only satisfied by God.
I feel better by going to him for my problems, no he can not hold me, but mentally, I have become better because of him.
I am gonna need to find a different job, probably one with plants. |
| | Posted 10/31/2008 6:13 PM - 13 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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